One mans loss...

remember ladies...for us good females that do not deserve dick heads, douche bags, assholes in our lives: ONE MANS LOSS IS ANOTHER MANS TREASURE! repeat that to yourself every got damn day when that one person tries to creep his way back into ur life!

Fellas...dont cherish a female when she is on the verge of walking the f*** out cuz u decided to mess and and this is time there is no saving ur relationship...dont think the words u normally say will bring her back into ur life! and if it does thats cuz she doesnt want to let go! or if she does stay deal with the wrath of a complete B****!

So with that said i saw this picture on FB and i figured I'd share on my blog...

Random post

Well hello strangers! Today on feeling a Tad bit on the emotional side...not sure y but I am so don't judge me lol

This past month has been a little rough...OK I ain't gonna lie...it's been a BETCH! Lol I'm usually one tough cookie and anyone can tell u this but there is certain things I can't handle nor do I know how and my easy way out is just squashing it and letting my old habits get the best of me and so far they have gotten the best of me and I'm very disappointed that I again let something bring me down as much as it did...but only way to come back from falling down is getting off ur ass stand up right and come back with a vengeance! Well not really but come back knowing life sucks but deal with it...move on...learn from the wrongs and get better!

it's taking my a while to get my ish right but I'm slowly but surely getting there. Thnx to my friends and fam bam that are trying to make me come to my senses lol (I'm trying but at my own pace lol)

And today out of all days I realize how glad I am that things are slowly but surely gonna come together for me...so counting my blessings one day at a time!

The dreaded words...

You know in life there are a few words that you like to hear...you know like....uhhh...I love you, I miss you, when can I see you, you're getting a raise, congrats, you know positive things (I was gonna call it crap but it's not if it's coming from the heart or from your boss lol). Then you have those DREADED WORDS like...your fired...I hate you...it's not u, it's me...the one I love to hear...we need to talk...thats it (i think the liat of most dreaded words can go on for days! Lol) but this one is new especially if you are fighting to keep something working what else is left...

Finding love in NY

This past wknd I was in NY with my best friends...minus one cuz she had to work...but of course she was there in spirit :-) almost felt like sex in the city except none of us actually live in NYC lol

Well...for those that have seen the first movie of sex in the city...u know that Jennifer Hudson's character goes to NY in search for love (the main reason Carey loves NY besides the fashion lol) just to end up finding love out of the city and falling back in love with and old love...nothing compared to my story but I like to think so lol

My story fell in love with NY very first time we went on a family trip many many moon's ago...since then my dream has always been to live in NY...I wanna say...11 yrs later...moved to NY for 2 yrs came back and never felt like I've been living my life...I'm not going to complain because I'm happy with how certain things are going but other areas *ahem* LOVE is where I seem to be at a stand still...or just lost...or all effd up in the game lol...needless to say most of u know my story I fell in love with the dude I planned on marrying but s*** doesn't work out the way it should...but u know...life it's trial and error...or I think it is lol OK back to the point...as I walked through Times Square today I saw where I can honestly say I found the love of my life and ever since have left my heart there....it's a sentimental thing for me. The times that I go...I pass this one specific spot and a few tears run down my face (not this time...I held back like a trooper lol) and remember or try to remember lol when I first met him lol crazy right?!? It's just one of those moments that I have embedded in my brain and can remember like 7-8 years back meeting this dude and saying wow he likes me?!? Lol (picture wherever it posts is where we met...love at first site...kinda does exists...2 wks after we met...we were "dating" lol)

Long story short cuz I can go on for hours...I let go of my love and never got my heart back...I go back to NY not to get it back but to remember that one moment in my life where I knew what love was...*sigh as I cry and not wipe the tears away lol* as I was in the shower and no I wasn't crying lol but I was thinking...

My name is Martha Yancor
My drug if choice: S dot...
How to kick the habit...still working on it lol
Finding love...don't need it...working on me to help work on others

I know my post doesn't seem to make much sense but it's something I had to get off my chest...for someone who likes to keep most of my crap to myself...I find blogging about it helps me and keeps me sane lol

Hasta la pasta my dudes :-)

60 day transformation...and VOILA!

well hello there my good friends! its me....back at it again...i was so busy with my bootcamp blog that i neglected by very first blog...my sincere apologies! :) It's been a very fun ass 60 days I must say. As ya say about 30 days ago, the changes my fat ass had to make! yes yes yes...i wasnt fat...according to you guys but i didnt feel sexy at all. I felt comfy...well content where I was at...but since starting bootcamp...i can confidently say I AM SEXY! (ok not that confident but i can say it and ppl will believe me! lol)

so the changes....7.5-8 lbs lighter, i can confidently shop for size four jeans, wear a small in my tops, show off my legs! and wear almost nothing for my halloween costume! lol After i think my first month i did Warrior Dash, which was 3.2 mile run/obstacle race in an hour and some mins, then ran my first 5k in 28-30 mins i think, 8k in 50 mins, another 5k in 25 mins (next 2 races are this sunday...8k hopefully i do it in under 50...aiming for 45. and my first 10k on the 3th...hoping for under an hour!) can we say major changes?!?! hell the eff yea! i had to sacrifice things i never wanted to give up...example...the drinking! lol (after long stressful days at work a margarita would usually make me feel better lol but now bootcamp is the cure all!) the pan dulce...Mmmmm! sweets! ugh...i have some candy here and there but not as much as before. too sweet for me now :( what else...well a lot more but shiiiit...i did what i had to do to be happy! well thats all i have to say....enjoy the pics! :)

here are the before pictures...man i look like such a butch! lol now i see why my sister would think of me as another brother! lol

After picture....not so manly now huh! lol (dont mind the love handles...im still working on them one whacky jack and plank at a time!)

the few races that i have done....

the halloween costume i had to fit into! lol kinda a success if it werent so cold on last saturday! lol

so remember...you can do anything you but your mind to! just lay off the crap that you shouldnt eat! if you wana look sexy you gotta kick your ass for that killer body you've been dreaming of! nothing comes easy...so work at it and give it your all and I PROMISE you will love the results! JUST HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF!

HASTA LA PASTA! reporting live from my room...

your favorite shoe whore! :)

taking time off for me...

sorry ya for not keeping ya posted on my experiences and fun times! i've been focused on fixing myself physically and mentally. for those of you that ha ve read my blog that i have to keep for a test group that I am doing...I'm changing my ways in 60 days...well 60+ days lol and what can i say...i am LOOOOOOVING the results! I am glad i joined this bootcamp and pictures say it all...so see below and i'll tell you how i have done so...

(this is me last year for my college graduation...25 years old...fatty! dress size = 10...smh)

(my favorite hawaiian who little does he know inspired me to lose weight too! again...fatty last yr after for my graduation)

(this was yesterday...a pair of jeans that my fat ass couldnt fit in...now they feel awesome! no fat bodging out...wearing a size 4!)

(my true warrior came out Saturday at warrior dash...best day of my life! well that and finally graduating college last yr lol)


what i have done:

NO ALCOHOL!
NO FATTY FOODS!
NO SWEETS!
EXERCISE 5-6 days a wk!
EATING 5-6 meals a day!
BOOTCAMP 4 days a wk!
MOTIVATING MYSELF TO BE HAPPY!
PROVING THAT I CAN DO WHAT I SET MY MIND TO!


any questions?!?! dont say you cant because if you havent tried then you never know what you are capable of doing! trust me! i said i could and look at me! i feel great! (sometimes...we all know what days i dont lol) I want to thank everyone that has been there for me and telling me i am looking awesome, doing a great job! you guys are truly an inspiration to ME to keep going and be a better me! I LOVE YOU ALL! AND I'M A BLAST IN A GLASS WITHOUT ALCOHOL! GOING ON 2 MONTHS SOBER OCT 19TH! YAAAAY ME!

YOUR'S TRULY,

MARTHA THE SHOE WHORE! :)

Healthy ME!

well well...i see its been about a month since i last blogged...a lot has changed...for the better i must say...even tho im still a little sad...thing happen for a reason and if its meant to be then i guess its meant to be right? well here's hoping...if not its ok...im no weakling! i can do bad all by myself! :)

so lets see...i dont want to reminisce on what has happened. So what i want to do is...let you fools (i say that with love) know what I am up to now! cuz thats what really really important! for the past 10 days I started going to a bootcamp class (its an ass kicker and thats what i need! lol) its intense and what can i say I L-O-V-E IT! i've put my body through hell in back for the past 10 days and have seen slight change...why slight...cuz my fat ass doesnt eat like i should lol...but im slowly but surely am working on it! i swear! lol But yea man...i love it! absolutely love it! even though in class i look like I am ready to pass out and die...the more I push myself the more I know i can work hard! it's great...the instructor and her crew...awesome! big time motivators! I still cant fully do push ups but i can do more than i did 10 days ago. I dont stop as frequently. I am a big fan of the leg workouts even though they kill be! lol...aaaaaaaaaah! what can i say...i can go on and on and on! for those that need that extra push...go here...its the best place ever....i take Kazaxe classes here...whats kazaxe? well to make it simple...its Zumba on crack, speed, steroids all in one! trust me...some of you might have heard of it...some of you havent...if not check this link out www.azuka-bom.com (for my DC residents...its jye like a distance but i can guarantee you...you will have a blast and sweat your nuts off! (we all have a pair, visible and non visible lol) trust me...first class...i was soaked in my own sweat! pretty gross really but it feels sooooooooooooooo muthe flippin great! My friends were telling me about this place but of course...me being the lazy bum that I am...never went...but my sister went the first time and she was like, "dude...go try it." So of course i took my sisters word, went with her...looked like a complete fool but it was the best workout i ever had in my life! lol...the music is banging! (got most of the songs on my ipod lol) it might be a little over packed but trust me...it's worth it...cuz ur there, you have fun, and you get to shake your booty! ( my fave party...plus i dont have an ass so i fake like i do lol) but yea if your interested check it out...its what...an estimate of 25 mins from DC...its $5 bucks per class...take a Zumba class in DC...over priced! or you gotta be a member of a gym. all i gotta say is if you dont like it...cuss me out! i dont care...i love that place! lol especially now since they incorporated about a yr ago this awesome ass bootcamp class...whaaaaat! greeeeat!

with that said...im doing this bootcamp test group/60 day challege...im like mad excited! for this test group/challege we are required to write a blog on our progress. Here is the link if you guys are interested http://myancor1231.blogspot.com I promise to also get tips if you guys need some! i am night the right person but little by little i can help wiht minor changes that you want to make but are not willing to do so...it starts out early! remember: we gotta treat our bodies as a temple...we arent getting any younger so we must take care of ourselves as much as possible! I know im cutting it short on this blog but trust me when i say...go to this class or even the Kazaxe class you wont be disappointed! they also have P90X yoga class too!

hasta la pasta!

Long Distance trooper